Fresh Brood of Tegan and Sara Fans.

Your Mom.

The "Scene".

Listening To The Con Since Conception.

His Concert Tickets Were Eaten..

..By The Biggest Fan You'll Find In The Field.

He Just Wants Back In South 'Nam.

Yeah.. it's nearly 5:30 AM. Don't ask.

corre

Yo corro rápidamente y
yo corro lejos..
pero no puedo escaparme
la emociones que estan inevitable.

hold

girl
who
holds
me
whispers
in my ear
consoles
me

kiss
me

yeah,
just
kiss
me

right
there

drained

i feel completely
and utterly drained;
physically as well as
emotionally.

i feel
like i don't
want to lie
in this bed
that i have
made.

i feel.

el sueno

girl
in my dreams
comes to
me
between
cotton sheets
kisses that part
of my neck
soft lips
move gently
warm breath
on cold skin
ignites words
whispered in
foreign tongues

i feel
my body
ache
for
the
plum sky

i feel
my body
beg for
her to
come
inside

too long

I really need to start posting on here daily. Damnit.

Well.. let's see.. today was an.. ordinary day. Except for the fact that I saw the doctor and he said I may need septoplasty. I'm just afraid that I'll have to remove my nose piercing. I think I'd cry. :-(

I had a shitload of school work that I had no idea about.. this is probably due to the fact that I skipped last week to stay in Richmond.. which was totally worth it.. haha. ;-)

And umm.. I don't know.. Oh! I finally start my volunteering at Planned Parenthood next week. That's exciting. And I get a catscan to determine if I need the septoplasty on Thursday.. which I probably will because the doc said that my septum deviation is pretty bad. :-\

- T

Lunapads!

After reading the book Cunt by Inga Muscio, I was inspired to do all sorts of feminist things.. but one of my most favorite suggestions of Ms. Muscio's was to take back my power as a consumer. So, I've since decided that Lunapads are a good way to start.. They're much healthier, less expensive, and made by women for women! Does it get any better? Click here to see for yourself!

URGENT: CONTACT YOUR REPRESENTATIVES NOW! TIME IS RUNNING OUT!

(The following is from an e-mail sent to HRC supporters by HRC president, Joe Solmonese. I'd also like to take this opportunity to urge you to contact your representatives!)

"Over the past two weeks, HRC has stayed at the table and fought for an inclusive version of the Employment Non-Discrimination Act. Today I have good news – Representative Tammy Baldwin will offer an amendment that would ensure that the transgender community is included in the bill.

With Congresswoman Baldwin's amendment, the fight continues for an inclusive bill another day.. There is not a moment to spare - now is the time for HRC members and supporters to swing into action.

Another call, you ask? So many of you have already made calls, sent emails, given money... But that's why it's so important that you take this final action now – will you see this fight through to the end?

Call your Representative today, before the vote happens!"

Boy.

So.. if you were ever wondering what I'd look like as a boy.. here you go..


I was practicing doing facial hair for the upcoming Drag Ball. :-)

Photo of the Day.

Homecoming.

Sheree didn't win.


I'm angry.





Errrrr..

Here is our homecoming queen..

I'm sleepy.

Oh.. and unemployed. :-/

I have school in three hours.

Fuck sleep.

Wednesday.

The day started off with my alarm blaring at 7:15 AM.

It then proceeded to Biology class, wherein I'm pretty sure I failed my first exam.

Now, I'm sitting here on my couch eating Corn Flakes and watching Scooby Doo, painfully nostalgic for the days that doing such activities would suffice. Instead, I am forced to go to work. Go to class. Go anywhere but where I really want to be. Sometimes, I'm not even sure where that is. Or if such a place exists.

I wish my Mac would get here so I can sign for it and sprint to work.

I wish I didn't have to go to work. I'm so sick of it. But I'm poor.

There has to be an easier way to make money than whoring myself at Subway.

:-/

So, it's been awhile..

.. since I've last posted.


[Megan and the aluminum foil helmet I made for her so that the aliens couldn't read her mind. It then got molded into what made her look like Batman before we tore it off and threw it across the apartment.. probably towards Ashley's stuff.]

I spent the weekend in Richmond, my home away from home (eh.. hovel). I might be moving there as soon as winter break.. depending on my SATs and if VCU admits me for the spring semester.. I hope so. I've decided that I'm done with Pennsylvania for now..

So.. we had a lot of fun over the weekend. We.. as in Megan and I.. Zoe and Felicia, too. I am glad I finally got to meet them.. and that they are taking care of my boys (Cato and Sparrow) until Megan gets her new apartment. I pretty much owe them my entire life. Haha..

Can't wait to head back South..


[Cato helping Zoe drive on our way to Richmond. Zoe, Felicia, and Megan picked me up in Baltimore on Friday.]

Soil, soil.

Oh, and I'm feeling directionless, yes
But that's to be expected
And I know that best
And in creeps the morning
And another day's lost
You've just written wondering
And I reply fast

All you need to save me
All you need to save me
Call (call)
And I'll be curled on the floor hiding out from it all
And I won't take any other call

I feel like a fool
So I'm going to stop troubling you
Buried in my yard
A letter to send to you
And if I forget
Or God Forbid
Die too soon
Hope that you'll hear me
Know that I wrote to you

All you need to say to me
All you need to say to me
Is call (call)
And I'll be curled on the floor hiding out from it all
And I won't take any other call

Philadelphia Trip Itinerary.

Sunday 8.5.07

Depart Tamaqua @ 1:00 PM.
Arrive in Philadelphia @ 2:30 PM (approximately).

Get lunch at Sisters' Restaurant (1320 Chancellor Street).

Explore Philly's "Gayborhood" (from Chestnut to Pine streets between 11th and Broad streets).

Arrive at The International House (3701 Chestnut Street) at 6:00 PM for Tegan and Sara show at 8:00 PM. Doors open at 7:00 PM.

So.. I'm pretty excited.. :-D

Back In Your Head.

I can't wait to see them on the 5th!

Words.

Today I feel..

Entry Word: desolate
Function: adjective
Text: 1 causing or marked by an atmosphere lacking in cheer (a desolate house abandoned many years ago) -- see GLOOMY
2 sad from lack of companionship or separation from others (her boyfriend has been desolate since she left for the summer) -- see LONESOME

Stray.

Build a wall of books between us in our bed
repeat, repeat the words i know we both said
relax into the need we get so comfortable
remember when i was so strange and likable

i just want back in your head
i just want back in your head
I'm not unfaithful but I'll stray
When I get a little scared
When I get a little scared
When I get a little

When I jerk away from holding hands with you
I know these habits hurt important parts of you
remember when how sweet and unexplainable
nothing like this person unlovable

i just want back in your head
i just want back in your head
I'm not unfaithful but I'll stray
When I get a little scared
When I get a little scared
When I get a little
Run, run, run
Run
Run, run, run
Run
i just want back in your head
i just want back in your head
I'm not unfaithful but I'll stray
I'm not unfaithful but I'll stray
I'm not unfaithful but I'll stray
I'm not unfaithful but I'll stray

My '07 one hundred movie goal.

Aqua Teen Hunger Force Colon Movie Film for Theatres
Art School Confidential
Babel
Borat
Cinderella 3: A Twist in Time
Death of a President
Deathproof
Elizabethtown
Ghost Rider
Girl, Interrupted
Knocked Up
Little Miss Sunshine
Loving Annabelle
Marie Antoinette
Meet the Robinsons
Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End
Planet Terror
Pretty Persuasion
Producing Adults
Ratatouille
Shrek the Third
Signs
Spider-Man 3
Suicide Girls: The First Tour
Suicide Girls: The Italian Villa
Thank You For Smoking
The Five People You Meet in Heaven
The Invisible
The Notorious Bettie Page
The Number 23
The Shining
Walk The Line
1408


33 / 100 movies. 33% done!

Throw Some Cheese On Dat Bitch! (An Ode to Subway)

Subway...
Get money!
New money!
Heyy!

Turkey breast, Double-Stacked
Shredded Cheese, Monterey Jack
Shit Tight Sub Wrap
Just Bought A Turkey Club (Throw Some Cheese On Da Bitch!!)
Just Bought A BMT (Throw Some Cheese On Dat Bitch!!)
Just Bought A Tuna Sub (Throw Some Cheese On Dat Bitch!!)

Italian Boys Sellin Crack
Our Neighbours Gettin Smack
Shifts Tight No Slack
Just Bought A Teriyaki Wrap
Took It To Da Sub Shop Got Da Damn Bread Dropped
Fresh Toasted Flipped Flopped Chocolate Chip Cookies Hot
There's Hoes In Da parking lot Still Got My Oven Hott
New Money Motha Fucka Don't You See Da Big Light
Don't You See Da Big Chain
Don't You See Da Big Line
Wonda Who Dey Hatin' On Lately Baby It's Him,
Footlong, Six-inch, Fresh Meats Call Me Sub T,
Up In Yo 'hood I'm Da One Dat You Wanna Be
Hatas Wish Dey Could Roll Into Work At 9:30
Sunglasses Wit No Tint So Mothafuckas Know It's Me...

Italian Boys Sellin' Crack
Ten Figures, Snortin' Lines Out Back
Bread's Done, Half A Rack
Just Bought A Kid's Pack (Throw Some Cheese On Dat Bitch!!)
Just Bought A Roast Beef N Swiss (Extra Cheese On Da Bitch!!)
Just Bought A Veggie Max (Throw Some Cheese On Dat Bitch!!)

I Neva Slip I Neva Fall, A lot Of Hoes Give Me Dey Numbas But I NEVER CALL
A Real Employee look at V.I.P. AND SEE A FAX OR CALL and Afta We Hit Da Subway Club Imma Hit Dem Straws Yea
I'ma Break You Off And that's all
Every Freak Should Have A Picture Of My Pick On Dey Wall
Subway Be The Shit, 10 to 4 Be
The Shift Yea Dis Fa My Dawgs
Yea Gangsters, Hustlas, Wankstas, Bustas (Wait A Minute Muthafucka)

Italian Boys Sellin' Crack
Makin' Pizzas, But Dey Whack
Our Shit's Tight, No Slack
Just Bought A Dozen White Chip N Mac (Throw Some Chips On Da Bitch!!)
Just Bought A Chicken Parm (Throw Some Cheese On Dat Bitch!!)
Can I Get It Double-Stacked (Throw Some Cheese On Dat Bitch!!)

Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde.

"It was on the moral side, and in my own person, that I learned to recognise the thorough and primitive duality of man; I saw that, of the two natures that contended in the field of my consciousness, even if I could rightly be said to be either, it was only because I was radically both; and from an early date . . . I had learned to dwell with pleasure, as a beloved daydream, on the thought of the separation of these elements."

Racing towards the new.

Just forget what you cannot replace
This sweet day is almost weightless and new
So I talk but no one can relate
To the fear I had when I was younger
Somehow I knew I'd end up empty and alone
We all accept in the same tired way
The gentle shift of continuous change
We confuse all the things that we say to ourselves
To the things we say to each other, it's always a lie
But at least we find some comfort for awhile
So we'll start where the others left off
Get in our cars and embrace something new
To escape you will always get caught
In the fear that what you had before was better
And you will become sick with the dream of knowing that
To the old

Conor wants his hair back.. seriously.

I can't wait to dance like an idiot to The Faint on Memorial Day in Washington, DC.

Oberst's thoughts on heartbreak.

My day in Hell.

Everyone at work was pissy in the morning.
I just tried to ignore it and just stay out of the way while doing my job.
I was still miserable from last night; yes, it seems that misery carries over.
I never seem to be doing my job "right".
I witnessed a lady beat her little girl while threatening to kill her and throwing around the F word and didn't say anything along with other coworkers.
My Aunt Helen could even tell I was miserable when she called and asked me to do her a favour. She thought Megan and I were fighting.. again.
I got bitched at by unnamed coworker.. who also seemed inclined to use the F word as many times as humanly possible in one breath.
My movies are a day late and I haven't watched any of them.
I still have to clean up after yesterdays dinner catastrophe.
I feel sick to my stomach and exhausted.
The excitement I felt has turned into utter despair.

I'd rather be alone.

Oh fuck.

05/11/2007	PENDING - Debit Card		$4.97-
05/11/2007	PENDING - Debit Card		$23.96-
05/11/2007	PENDING - Debit Card		$35.73-
05/11/2007	PENDING - Debit Card		$1.60-
05/11/2007	PENDING - Debit Card		$65.30-
05/11/2007	PENDING - PAYPAL INST XFER		$23.89-
05/11/2007	PENDING - PAYPAL INST XFER		$20.00-
05/11/2007	PENDING - PAYPAL INST XFER		$16.00-
05/10/2007	PENDING - Debit Card		$20.00-
05/10/2007	PENDING - Debit Card		$50.98-

Tegan & motherfucking Sara.

I'm going to see them in August!

Money.

I hate bills.
I hate taxes.
I hate money.


Err..


I hate today.

Work and other six hour situations.

I'm tired.
I'm irritable.
I'm burning out.

Speaking of burning, I swear to God if I burn myself one more time on either the toaster oven or cookie/bread pans at Subway.. I'm going to burn the mother down. Why must customers ask for cookies that are still pretty much in a near-liquid state on a 400 degree metal pan?

Bastards.

Thankfully payday is tomorrow. I'm happy.
Except for the fact that I owe my entire check to someone or someplace or another.

Ugh.

Reasons to believe that Conor Oberst is the real Spider Man.

After seeing the eagerly anticipated third addition to the Spider-Man series on Sunday night, I have come to the conclusion that Conor Oberst could easily have played the role of the revenge-obsessed Spidey. I would, personally, have NO problem at ALL with that, either. Conor is my hero.. and so is Spider-Man. So, who better to play his role?



They look so much alike that it's creepy. See for yourself..



I wish I had better photographs of Tobey Maguire so I could show you better.. but I guess you'll just have to see the movie. :-)